28 Dec 2010

Home is where the heart is

Going "home" tomorrow.

It's weird. I AM home, but I'm leaving and still going home. Honestly, I don't know if I have a good reason to leave though. Well, the reason is good, but is it really certain? If that makes no sense, it means I'm not sure if my boyfriend is coming.

He's promised me, but I haven't talked to him for a few days which worries me since he should be here in 2-3 days. I wanted to give him all the info in case I can't meet him. And I wanted to find out the details of his flight and remind him to make his phone do international calls so he can phone me.
But all this panicking and planning from my side doesn't seem to affect him.

Anyway, I'm still leaving and my mum seems sad about it. I TOLD my mum about my boyfriend coming , but she's decided to ignore it which is annoying. I hate it when people try to make me feel guilty about things.

My bus leaves at 8.15 in the morning tomorrow. I'll be arriving in X at 12.15. I have a vacuum with me but luckily my friend will be coming to help me drag it home (with my laptop and a bag full of clothes).

I guess that's all, haha.
Let's hope there aren't many people in the bus!

27 Dec 2010

"Why can't I find any of the bosses?"

Something different this time. It's about Aion: The Tower of Eternity! (It's a MMORPG)

So...
Today, I went to Kromede's Trial again. It was the third time and the first two times I died before I could even properly start, haha!
But this time, (third time's the charm?) I managed to live until the end. I did have some trouble though. I didn't see any of the bosses? I think.. Until the end, where Kaliga was. BUT two of them looked like they had been killed earlier? I'm not sure but... Eh, I'm confused! Haha.
ANYWAY, I got Corrupt Pauldrons, Corrupt Leggings, Corrupt Leather Gloves and one green ring and one green necklace.  The only one I couldn't use was the leather gloves but I might sell them as a skin (or skin them for myself, lol)

It made me really happy for some weird reason. I feel like I achieved something!

I guess I'm stupid.

Hey, let's get married?

Okay, since my talk with lovely Kei didn't help me, I HAVE to complain here. Haha.

I was rewatching few Glee episodes, and I just HAVE to complain about two things.
First, the episode 'Furt': I know Bruno Mars' Marry You is a great song, it is. I loved it as a song, BUT it's a terrible choice to sing at a wedding ceremony! Seriously, who the fuck would want someone to sing 'we're looking for something dumb to do' or 'it doesn't matter if we break up'. Sure, some may think that's just positive thinking, but it's not appropriate for weddings! I'm CERTAIN there would've been many much more better choices for them to sing, but no, they had to sing the worst one. They should've made Finn and Rachel get married and THEN I'd accept this song. *grrrrr*

And then the other part, episode 'Special Education'. Yes, the second season's Sectionals episode! It wasn't my favorite and it could've been so much better (but damn, I loved Blaine's performance. Hey Soul Sister is a damn good song!). There were two things that bothered me. First, the little one: the way Artie and Tina looked at each other during Blaine's performance. It made me think 'YAY THEY'LL GET BACK TOGETHER' but no, they didn't. I admit I love Artie and Brittany pairing, haha. But I still haven't warmed up to Mike. He seems so... forced character? Like he has no real place, he's just filling the empty slot.

Okay, now the hardcore stuff haha!
WILL SCHUESTER IS SO DAMN SELFISH! Did you notice how the moment it was revealed to be a draw between the Warblers and New Directions, he nearly JUMPED to grab the winning...thing! Seriously, he just took it. Even though it was a draw. It bothers me SO much because it should make the audience be a little "Ehh what the fuck?". But no, Will's perfect teacher and he deserves it 'cause they are, of course, going to win the Regionals. (It's pretty much given)

...Okay, I think I'm done. Haha!
This probably doesn't make sense, but I just had to get it out of my system...

G'NIGHT!

26 Dec 2010

When everything goes wrong.. or not?

It seems that my "No Sleep"-plan was ruined by the fact that I slept from 9:30am to 3:10pm! Haha.
I'm still a little tired, but the last 60 minutes of sleep was fabulous! I slept SO well even though it was a nightmare-ish dream. But I was in my own little dream world, with my secret dream bad guy lover!

Hmm. I told my mum I'll be going home (as in my own apartment) on Wednesday morning, and she was a little shocked. Especially after I told her about my boyfriend coming.. Well, I think she got over it, and I dunno. I feel a little weird about this. It's great if he CAME here, but what if he doesn't? Then I'll just feel very stupid and stuff.. I don't know how I'm supposed to tell my mum about it. She'd most likely be all "Told you so".

Hmm, what else should I talk about..
Okay! If anyone really cares, here's a list of classes I'll be taking
*Aesthetics and theory of art
*Literature history (study circle with friends <3)
*Popular culture ("independent" book exam)
*Knowledge of General Literature I and II (This means like non-finnish literature and both are "independent" book exams)
*Writing course (4 texts = 2op; 5 texts = 3op)
*German 1 and 2 (I can't wait <3)

It's going to be a lot of work, but I think I'll make it. :)

Uh, I honestly suck at writing blogs! But I guess this is enough for now.
I have to go read more Edgar Allan Poe (I've been neglecting him...) and in an hour, brand new Hercule Poirot!

See you!

A Christmas Carol

Since I can't sleep, I'll just update here again.

So, I watched Doctor Who's Christmas Special and it was... AMAZING!
Seriously, I LOVED it. Even though it seemed a bit clichéish or something. I loved Abigail's character and all the changing the past and the paradoxical stuff made my head all wibbley wobbley! Haha.

This is the second Christmas special that I actually like. The other one's The Runaway Bride. I loved Donna, I still do.

Also, about the series 6 trailer. It was fantastic! Damn, I just love River with a gun. I can't wait for it! It was so great. I want my own TARDIS so I can go watch the next series ahahah.

Also, I hope you're all sleeping well and having nice dreams. I'll be watching your sleep ;)
G'night!

It was a dark and cold night

It's 4:46am and I'm still awake.
It's the night after Christmas Day and I'm downloading Doctor Who's Christmas Special. It will be done in 47 minutes! My internet connection is so slow here..

Also, I promised to my boyfriend that I'll wake up around 9am so I figured I'll just skip sleeping. Only problem is.. I'm already dead tired. I'm listening to music to keep myself awake, haha.

Oh yes, today, I drank two bottles of pear Bulmers (it's cider) and watched a TV programme about baroque. (I LOVE baroque) The show was pretty good, and the man who... did the talking (hahaha) seemed very enthusiastic AND at one part, he was lying on the floor of this abbey and said it was the best way to look at these paintings (I think they were frescos) on the ceiling. Oh, and this one painter... I honestly can't remember his name. (I'm not sure if it was Ribera...) Some of his works were only meant to be seen from one spot and there was this mark where you were meant to stand, and it really looked like the paintings were coming out of the wall. And when you went near, you could see how deformed it actually was! When he was asked about it, he said something like it wasn't his problem, that he just painted it and others were meant to do the understanding.

If it was Ribera, he was one scary man! In Napels,  he and two more painters wanted to get rid of other artists who came to Napels. They hired an assassin to kill one, but he accidentally killed one of the helpers (and later his student as well..)

Okay, uh. I'll stop writing now. Haha.
See you!

Merry Christmas everyone!

I suppose this first post should be like an introduction.

Okay, if you read the profile, you already who and how old I am and where I'm from. Currently, I study art history and literature in university and that's why it's possible that I post a lot of art-oriented things here.. (That's why the layout is very artish)

...And again it's been proven that I SUCK at introductions, haha!
So basically, if you want to know something, just ask.

In case the blog looks TERRIBLE and everything sucks and you don't understand some stuff, that's because this is damn complicated for my too intelligent brain and I can't change the default language to English or something. Anyway.. If there's some shit, either ignore it or tell me how to fix it!

If you're still reading this, thank you! I don't know how many people will ever find this, but I hope I'll meet more people.

See you,
JJ